news=depressing

Why is it that everytime I look at NNW or open a newspaper all I read about is the depressing stuff. None of the "woman survived drowning" or "hostage returns to joyous family" or stuff like that? Is it cuz the filters in my mind train me to look for bad stuff because humans just are that way or is the news actually getting worse at reporting good stuff? I'm not sure...

The Afghans as usual demonstrating their displeasure in a calm, collected, reasonable manner. It takes talent and diplomacism but somehow they always pull it off with panache...

I feel dead inside. I always do after I cry.
I have no more shoulders to cry on, I'm completely alone...

I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side

This is exactly how if feel but minus the positive elements of the song that preach of joy and security and blind faith. I don't understand that. I don't know what happens next... all my friendships feel conditional. I can't really open up to anyone because I can't trust anyone. I've recieved so many bad vibes and cold shoulders for the past little while I have no where to turn.
I guess I'll just get by. Lol I probly sound like such a wuss on here... gosh who posts about the fact that they can't trust their friends on blogspot? That's just dumb...