Its easy to distort these kinds of things but its scary nonetheless.

I semi-agree with him. Not to the extent that his character is in the movie but maybe to this extent...

Zhen

PS stop being so self-centred. Other people's lives don't revolve around making you happy and keeping your trust

If I paid taxes I would be much more outraged. Since I'm still too young to pay them; I'm not completely outraged. Peeved yes.

NDP Leader Jack Layton said any new funding requests from the CBC should be thoroughly analyzed.

"We certainly can't let the operation collapse. It's a very important operation for Canada and has been for 70 or 80 years now," Mr. Layton said. "For many communities, and across the country in many ways, it's an important service, so we've got to make sure that it's still there, and we'll have to look at any request that comes forward very carefully."

I used to like Jack Layton, he was like a fuzzy, harmless uncle. Why can't we let the operation collapse? Its not like there aren't other news outlets with the same programming. The channels they hold exclusively will be bought up the moment they collapse and then it just speads stuff out. Honestly, a television program going under doesn't even make my list of concerns in all this chaotic global stuff. Its just a box with pretty lights...

Zhen

price tags

*GASP* War is expensive?! NO! Wait what? War is also difficult to budget for on account of our not being able to read the minds of terrorists?! *eyes burning* Too much truth on one computer screen!!! Get it away!

Zhen

ps I'm feeling snarky

Twitter-challenged...

Okay so when you examine the Bloggess twiterrings they're just weird, random, nonsensical, entertaining things. Sandmonkey's are posted by a bunch of people with names I can't pronounce talking about egyption weirdiosities. Mine however are just silly. I need something better to twitter about...

I do not get nearly enough credit

pfft like I don't know who it is. I don't even have to read her blog its so painfully obvious.
You seem to think I couldn't read between the lines.
Now I'm gonna try hard not to take sides cuz I've known you longer but she lies a lot less than you do.
Btw, Stop Trying To Protect People. You only end up hurting yourself more. Wanna know how I know? I've watched you to it more times than I can count. I care a lot about you so I don't like seeing you get hurt.
Call me if you need to talk. Obviously its not going to go anywhere and you know I'm not going to hurt you.


Btw the way guys, it feels like my head is going to explode thats how busy I am. Too bad none of you care :p
oh well, thats why I'm the person people vent to rather than the other way around. Jk love you all

Xoxo
Zhen

Yay for the National Post

Finally! Someone who actually called the Quebequers (kers?) on their stupidity! I'm not much for the National Post but that is amazing!

Grad pics and grad and conferences and stuffs...

Got my grad pics :D some of 'em are kinda cute too (in my humble, completely unbiased opinion... :P)

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I think I'm gonna go to grad... Cuz I can do the conference next year... But I can't do grad next year. Now I gotta figure out who to bring... Yikes lol. Plus I need to buy a camera, cuz seriously, if I'm passing up the conference this year, grad better be damn well documented :p

So yeeeah. Now I can finish lamenting and pro-conning and other stuffs.. Its decided.
I hate that you were right... ;)

I wanna go out tonight... but I can't lol. Maybe this weekend...

Scary.

Thats terrible... Even my rudimentary knoiwledge of the area/events points directly towards Taliban propaganda. The carcasses of those boys were paraded through the city just to rouse the people into getting angry at the Canadians. That is terrible...

A DISEASE?!?!?! How would you enjoy having your race called a disease??? My guess is you'd raise all hell in court and get someone jailed over aboriginal slurs. Honestly... grow up. As for the prosecution? I think there's a lot of people out these being brutally murdered or wronged who need court time, not some ignorant jerk flinging around racist epithets (not technically the right word but it was just too good an opportunity to pass up...).

Lol guess people are gettin started on their "credit card diets".

Omg already, you are part of this country cuz Britian beat France get over it. Stop making a fuss, the Plains of Abraham was a decisive battle in Canadian history, it should be owned by the government. Its bad enough you had to go and cancel the reenactment cuz the politicians are still sore losers. Just give it a rest...

well truth be told I miss you
and truth be told I'm lyin
when you see my face
hope it gives you hell

now twittering

I feel dirty...

Inglourious Basterds

Judging from the trailer I don't think I'd actually be able to stomach the movie. But omg does it look funny.

News!

I'm sorry. I don't care if she was pmsing up the yin yang. You do NOT beat up your gf. Walk it off buddy. This isn't even like a feminist thing either, cuz I don't like feminists, its a common decency thing. Honestly.

Oh that is low its smart but its looooooooow.

Holy cow man! He was poisoned?! By a former colleague?! Thats crazy man... that stuff only happens in movies or tv shows or something. (try saying the girlfriend's name 5x fast)

I think there's something in the water.

steam...

I need to vent... but I always go to you to vent. And you're... distant. Or at least not interested...
At least I'm controlling myself and not venting to you.

Kamikaze baby!

Lol I'm doing my social term paper on the Kamikaze pilots (akin to modern day suicide bombers) of WWII and the psychology present in Japanese culture that made this such an attractive option for many young, bright Japanese men. Should be funky...

Oh btw! This is my 300th post!!!! Lol I think we should have a party :) Just in honour of my three years of havoc reeking (except its actually wreacking but my way is defs better)

Pfft Harper doesn't have to share he won that spotlight fair and square.


Thats rough man. The Talibs are friggin scary.

BTW This has been my main source for the past 3 years on political/newsy stuff. Unless of course I jack it from another blog lol

AWESOME family day :):):):):)

So it started with baking lol. almost 50 friggin cupcakes for the party we had... man thats a lot of cupcakes. But they tasted good!

Then we went skating back in ma hood :p I used to live down in that area of town so I saw some old friends (holy delayed information batman... yeesh), saw my old house being reno-ed *tear*, and uh yeah... fell on my butt a coupla times ;) I'm the most graceful person i know.

Then Dad and I got milkshakes! From the bestest milkshake place EVER. And drove home listening to old newfie songs put to rock music... *shakes head* it sounds a lot weirder than it is lol.

Aaaaand then I had a whole wack of people over, family friends, church friends, youth friends, random friends lol. It was a lot of fun, my mom (cuz she rocks) cleaned the house and made a ton of food and yeah. it was great. And we played the Game of Life where J ended up with 5 kids (go figure eh?) and M married a man... (M is a man just for those outside the loop :P). And then Apples to Apples. Which was fun, not truly extraordinary but fun lol.

Anywho, my family day rocked! Better than yours did i bet :p haha.

Night all!
Zhen

Car

I just bought one!!! With my OWN money. And I'll be able to drive it all by myself, on my own insurance once I get my license!

I'm so FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emotions overload

this is what is known as a thought dump =p

Holy future opportunities batman. I need to figure out what the heck I'm doing this summer. I want a degree. I want to join the army. I want to get married. I want a life I enjoy living without mondo regrets. I'm so friggin thankful that I didnt let you break my heart. I wish you and me were closer. I wish you didnt resent me. I want to travel. I want to learn more languages. I want somebody to tell me what the heck to do with my life. At least so I'd have something to rebel against or follow. I want to be tough and join the army. I don't want to become one of the those girls who walks around with a chip on her shoulder. I want God to help me with all this. I want to be closer with God. I don't want to be one of those people who just let's their life dictate them rather than them getting what they want and what God wants from it. I want to go to the conference. I want to go to grad. I want to do both. Flip... This is so typical. I'm only thinking about what I want cuz I'm so frggin narcissistic. I really wish I was just pmsing so I could pass this off as a hormone induced freak out. But I don't get PMS... So I can't.

Zhen

Ps I had a great Valentine's date :)

Wow

that was... interesting

You Are Such A Putz

happy valentine's day!!!

peace, love and grooviness y'all ;)

Zhen

P.S. Kiss or hug the people you love today, there's a good chance you don't do it enough.

crazy peeps

Scary dude. Just walk it off buddy.

wtf

I didn't even believe this when I read it. People are so friggin weird...

Love Americans, just love 'em :p. especially the agressively ignorant portion; oh yeah those are my freaking FAVOURITE. Just read a book people, thats the first step. Then try educating yourselves. There's another step... yeesh

timelines

so i read your thing. the dates match up to your moods lol. and the new years one. thats when you just blocked me off. i was kinda sitting there in the dark and i had no clue why. you're a roller coaster in the dark; no one knows where you're going or whether its gonna be up or down. its frustrating. trust me.

reading... which is so out of character for me ;)

So I've been reading Fifteen Days by Christie Blatchford. Its about the soldiers in Afghanistan in 2006. Its crazy man... if I ever had any doubts as to why we're in Afghanistan and what we're fighting: its been completely cleared up. The soldiers have nothing against the regular citizens of Afghanistan, they're there to fight the Taliban. But when they help out the villagers and then the next night they get attacked by the Taliban that the villagers obviously know are there; they get kinda frustrated lol.

Its not a feel good-warm-fuzzies kind of book by any means. Its honest and blunt and real though. You feel like you are there and it gives me a whole new passion for ripping anti-middle-eastern-conflict people a new one when they start not supporting the troops.

So anyways, don`t start a troops arguement with me anytime soon :p

Zhen

Everything You Want

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
WhyI don't know

Don't Wait Until You Feel Like It To Make The Move

21 random facts

1. i love rock climbing
2. i want to return to acting at some point in the future
3. i hate having my stomach touched
4. i love going to sleep to the sound of water running or the dryer turning
5. i try not to swear and i notice it immediately when others do not use foul language regularly
6. i am completely unable to hold a grudge against anyone for longer than a day or two. believe me, i`ve tried, it just doesn`t work
7. i enjoy shopping alone cuz i like trying on crazy outfits that i would never buy and i don`t have to feel self-conscious in front of someone i know
8. i still seriously consider joinging the armed forces someday
9. i can speak rudimentary spanish and a smidgen of french
10. i don`t listen to specific genres of music, i simply find stuff i enjoy listening to. i will never put down a band simply because of a label they have
11. i have more guy friends than i do girl friends
12. i want to adopt children not have biological ones
13. i have never been in love
14. i hate those silly little preteen kids that practically live at the mall because they have nothing better to do
15. i hardly ever wear skirts but i like them
16. i have never been assualted by a disgruntled pipe cleaner
17. i used to have two foster sisters and they have since been adopted by a loving couple
18. i have lived in 9 different houses, gone to 9 different schools and attended 7 different churches.
19. i am Danish and Scottish in descent
20. my grandparents are nudists. (honest to god, I could not possibly make this up, I've been to a nudist colony with them)
21. i want to die in some extravagant "oh my gosh thats morbid but so cool!" kinda way

dance and swimming

omfg, if i'm this sore right now like an hour after swimming, i'm not even gonna be able to move tomorrow.

dude I hate not talking to you. i hate it.

and baby when its love if it isn't rough it isn't fun

lol

ahaha and now she's mad. I'm sorry, I feel bad for you cuz you were mad at me not her but its just kinda funny.

Aaaaand I'm on spare. Again. And I've got almost all my homework done.
Two spares sounds like fun. It isn't. Its boring lol. But on the bright side I can get all my other homework done right? Thats cool...

Right.
Cuz you totally have a choice. I love the arrogance that is palpable even through cyberspace.

Finally

its all your drama baby

you read my stuff and got pissed. Thats your problem.

You First.

start practicing what you preach

Gee there's a threat

suck it up princess. When you post your life online, you can expect unsolicited advice.

Whoa nelly

Drah-ma! Dude you both need to chillax. You're broken up! Just stop talking to each for for like a month or something, don't talk to each other, don't talk about each other, don't read each other's blogs. Just leave each other alone. You obviously are still really emotionally involved and upset so let each other cool off before you try and be friends again. You need some closure time and you're not gonna get it because everytime you talk to each other, you rip the wound open. Let the wound heal before you irritate that area again. Its just common sense people.

HOMEEEEEE!

So I'm home now :)

We went to universal studios hollywood on our last day and the rides were pretty sweet but honestly, Disneyland was like 10x bigger. Me and my fam don't have tv so Universal was kinda lame cuz it was all about these shows we don't watch and stupid movies we didn't take the time to see. But it was still pretty cool, we rode the Jurassic Park ride :)